One sided love Atsushi x Kyouka One-sided reader x Atsushi Chapter one

You walked lazily to your desk when you heard a cheerful voice greeting you from behind.

“Good morning,(y/n).”

You turned around and saw Atsushi’s cute face.-“Good morning Atsushi.”

You sat on your chair,feeling butterflies over your stomach.You hate to admit it but you have a deep crush on him since the first day you work as a secretary for the agency.He was supposed to be your senior at work,but his cute face,his adorable smile attracted your heart.Without realizing it,you involuntarily gave your heart for him to keep.

“(y/n).”-Your suicide maniac senior greeted you from behind.

“What is it,Dazai senpai?”-you asked.

“Do you want to be my suicide partner?”-he asked as he hold your hands and kiss them.

You pulled away your hand from his gripped and smile.

“I would love to but no thank you.Save your offer for another girl.”-you said.

“I see.”-he said before sitting next to you.-“(y/n),I noticed something about you.”

“Noticed what?”-you said as you keep doing your work.

He leaned closer and whispered.-“You like Atsushi right?”

You gasped upon hearing his word but you tried to act calm.He’s right behind you and you don’t want him to know about your feeling.

“Eh,of course not.”-you replied.-“Why should I like that man tiger.No reason.”

“Eh,really?”-he asked again.

“No,I don’t have any feelings for him.”-you tried to deny your feelings.-“Maybe I see him as a senior at work.”

“Oh,is that true?”-he asked.-“Then imagine this,you were dating him,sitting next to each other…

You couldn’t hear the rest of his word as your mind started imagining a perfect date with him.His adorable smile,his weird bang,his manly hand.You started imagining how will it feel when your hand intertwined with his.

“(y/n).”

Dazai’s voice wake you up from your sweet daydream of Atsushi and you felt your face hot.

“Don’t have feelings for him eh?”-he grinned,as he teased you when he saw your blushing face.

“Maybe a little.”-you confessed.

“It’s okay.”-he said.-“Well,good luck with that.”

“Dazai!”-Kunikida screamed before dragging him away from you.

[Thank you Kunikida senpai.]

“(y/n),do you wanna join me for lunch?”-Atsushi asked.

“Ummm,sure.”-you answered.

You followed him from behind.You never noticed this before,but his body is quite muscular.

[Maybe I should confessed my feelings for him…Wait!!What if he rejects me?That would be painful right?No,my heart isn’t ready for that.]

“(y/n),be careful.”-he said.

You felt his strong hand tugging you from behind and pulling you closer to him.

“Oh,thank you.”-you answered.

[Damn,this is not good.My heartbeat is beating like crazy.]

“No problem.”-he replied with a smile.

He detached his grip and continue walking.

[You don’t know how much you made me crazy.]

“(y/n),are you okay?”-he asked.

“Yeah,I am.”-you lied.

[No,I am not okay.Because of you]

***

You were doing your work like usual when Dazai approached you again.He smirked as he keep poking your cheek.

“So,are you going to confess?”-he asked.

“Huh?Of course not.”-you answered.-“I don’t want to do that.”

“Just try it.”-he said.-“He might like you too.”

“No,he didn’t.”-you replied that actually hurt yourself.

“Are you sure?”-he asked.

“Yes,I’m very sure.”-you answered.

“Oh,Dazai-san,(y/n).What are you guys talking about?”

Both you and Dazai turned around and saw the one you guys were talking about,Atsushi.

“Oh,hi Atsushi.You know (y/n) likes….

You smacked Dazai’s face before he can even finished his sentence.

“You like?”-Atsushi asked with an innocent face.

“I like…tiger.”-you replied,secretly giving him a hint of your feeling.-“Especially baby tiger.”

“Oh,I see.”-Atsushi answered with a smile.

[Shit,he didn’t understand me.That was my hint for you Atsushi,but you don’t really understand that don’t you?]

“Oh,I forget that I have to do work with Kyouka.”-Atsushi said and waved his hand to the two of you.

“Bye,take care Atsushi.”-you said.

[My adorable white tiger.]

“You like tiger eh?”-Dazai asked.

“Y-yeah…what’s wrong with that?”-you asked back.

“Is that supposed to be a hint to him?”-he asked again.

“Yes…but he…didn’t understand my hint.”-you answered,feeling a little disappointment.

“He’s a little dumb,that’s all.”-he replied.-“You need to tell him directly,without using hint…just tell him that you have feelings for him personally.”

“But,he’s always with Kyouka.”-you said.

“I’ll make it work.”-he said.

“Eh?You will?”-you asked.

“Yes.”-he said confidently.-“And if I did,will you confess?”

“Okay.I will.”-you answered.

“That’s a good girl.”-he said as he patted your head.

***

It was evening and Dazai have set you up with Atsushi to do a mission.

“It was a relieved that we managed to do it perfectly (y/n).”-Atsushi said cheerfully.

“Yeah,it is.”-you said nervously.

“Where should we go next?”-he asked.

“Ummm,Atsushi.”-you called out his name.

“Yes?”

“I have something to tell you.”-you said.

“What is it?”-he asked.

“Well,this is quite shocking and embarrassing.”-you said.

“It’s okay (y/n).”-he replied.

“Well,the truth is that I…

You noticed a familiar man smiling at you.It was Dazai,silently giving you courage to confess.

“I?”

“I…I have a crush on you Atsushi.”-you finally managed to confess your feelings to him.

“Oh…”-is all that Atsushi can reply you at the moment.

“Ummm…sorry.”-you bowed before running away from him,leaving with confussion.

You stopped running when you felt like you have ran far enough from him.You were trying you’re your breath when you heard someone coughing from behind.

“Step aside!”

You turned around and saw the a black haired man.He had a silver highlight on the end of his hair.

[Wait…is that…the one Kunikida-senpai warned before.Akutagawa.]

You bowed and stepped aside.He passed through you coldly and left you.

[At least he didn’t harm me though.]

You sighed with relieved when he’s nowhere to be seen anymore.You turned around and saw Dazai showing his stupid grin to you.

“What is it senpai?”-you asked.

“Good job with the confession (y/n).”-he said.

“I’ve done something embarrassing.”-you replied as you curled into a ball.

“No,that was a splendid job.You looked shocked though.

“Of course he will.”-you replied.-“What if someone confess to you senpai?What will be your reaction?”

“Well,I will ask her to be my suicide partner.”-he answered proudly.

“Ah,I forgot your suicide obsession.”-you sighed.

“But let me warned you first (y/n).”-he suddenly said with a serious face.

“What is it senpai?”-you asked.

“Since you confessed your feeling for him,it will be awkward for the both of you now.”-he answered.

That’s when you realized that he’s actually saying the truth.It will be awkward between you and Atsushi.

[What should I do?Avoid him?Or maybe greet him like usual?What if he hated me for having feelings for him?]

“What should I do senpai?”-you asked.

“Just act like usual.”-he said.

“What if he hate me?What if he refuse to talk to me because of my confession?”-you asked.

“He won’t.”-he said.-“Atsushi is a kind guy.He won’t hate you for that.”-

“O-okay.”-you replied.

[Remember that (y/n),act cool like always.Don’t be nervous.Don’t be nervous.]

***

The next morning,you stepped inside the office,hoping that you can avoid Atsushi.

[This is not good.I’ll be in trouble if I meet him today.]

Just as you let out a relief sigh,you heard a familiar voice calling you from behind.

“Good morning (y/n).”

You turned around and saw Atsushi smiling at you.

You laughed nervously and tried to be as calm as possible.-“G-good morning Atsushi.”

“Oh,I have work with Ranpo-san today.Bye (y/n).”-he said as he left with Ranpo.

[He’s surprisingly calm.Is that a good thing?Or does that mean my confession didn’t mean anything to him.If that’s true,that means,he didn’t share the same feelings.He didn’t like me back.]

“(y/n).”

“Good morning Dazai-senpai.”-you replied without even looking at him.

“You looked stern today.Almost looked like Kunikida.”-he said.

“Shut up Dazai!”-screamed Kunikida who was doing his morning work on his desk.

“What happened?”-Dazai asked.-“See…he still greeted you like usual.”

“Yeah,fortunately he is.But unfortunately,that means he’s bot shocked with my confession last night.”-you replied.

“Oh.”

“That means he didn’t like me back.I’m just a friend to him.”-you said.

“Okay,but we won’t know that yet.What if he…

“We all know Atsushi isn’t the one good with his facial expression.He got flustered easily.But my confession didn’t manage to do that so it means nothing to him.”-you sighed.-“I should have known that.”

Suddenly,you heard your phone pinged inside your bag.

~(y/n).Meet me at the park after work.~~Atsushi

~I have something to tell you.~~Atsushi

[Something to tell me?Perhaps he wanted to discuss about the confession.Maybe I have a chance after all.]

You gathered as much courage as possible before replying him.

~Oh,okay.~~(y/n)

~I’ll see you later.~~(y/n)

[Maybe he’ll reject me.Or maybe he’ll accept me.This is making me crazy.]