One sided love Atsushi x Kyouka One-sided reader x Atsushi Chapter two

You were waiting nervously for Atsushi at the park since he told you so earlier.

[I wonder what will he say about it.Why did my instinct told me that he’s gonna reject me?]

“Hey,(y/n).Did I make you wait too long?”-

You turned around and saw Atsushi walking towards you.

“Not really.”-you answered with a smile.

“I see.”-he replied.-“Thank you (y/n).”

“Thank you for what?”-you asked.

“Thank you for what actually?”-you asked again.

“Well,you know…confessing your feelings for me earlier.”-he said with a smile.-“But I’m really sorry (y/n).”

[I know he’s gonna reject me.]

“Why?”-you asked trying to control your tears from dropping.

“I can’t accept your feelings.”-he said and bowed.

“It’s okay Atsushi.”-you said as you smile.-“I understand.”

“The truth is…I…have a crush on Kyouka-chan.”-he said and sighed.

“Then,why don’t you confess to her?”-you asked.

“Well,I don’t have the courage to do it.”-he said.-“W-what if she rejected me?”

“I’m sure she won’t reject you.”-you said.

“How can you be so sure?”-he asked.

“I can feel it.”-you replied.

“Once again,I’m realy sorry for rejecting you.”-he said and bowed.

“It’s okay Atsushi.”-you said.

“Ah,I need to go home now.”-he said.-“See you tomorrow,(y/n).”

He waved his hand to you and soon disappear before your eyes.You let out a long sigh,thinking that hurt it is for someone to reject your feelings.

[I guess I can’t force him to love me back.Well,I’ll help him to confess to his crush.I hope he will be happy,and I wanna be a part of his happiness,even a little bit of it.]

“Hi,Dazai senpai.”-you said as you began to sob.-“I know you’re there from the beginning.”

“You found me (y/n).”

You turned around and saw him walking towards you.

“He rejected you huh?”-he asked.

“Yeah,he did.”-you answered.-“It’s okay I guess.And he have a crush on Kyouka.”

“I see.So what you wanna do now?”-he asked.

“Well,help him to confess his feelings.”-you said and smile.

“That’s a really brave decisions.Are you sure about it?Cause if he get in relationships with Kyouka,you’ll get hurt.”-he said.

“I just want him to be happy.”-you said as you smile.

“Okay.”-he replied.

***

You were laying on the bed,trying hard not to burst with tears when you heard your phone pinged.

~Yo (y/n).I know you’re sad right now.~~Dazai

~If you wanna cry,just cry.~~Dazai

~Let all your pain out,just cry it all out.~~Dazai

~Well,if you want…You can be my suicide partner.~~Dazai

~Thank you senpai.~~(y/n)

~See you tomorrow.~~(y/n)

You sighed as you let your tears flow on your cheeks.You remember what he said,just let it all out.Come on,(y/n),just let it all out.Just let all your pain out.

[He won’t know it anyway,how much you love him,how much you wanted to see him everyday.You’re pathetic (y/n)…pathetic…just see how pathetic you are.Loving someone that will never love you back.]

You sighed as you let out as many pain as possible.

[I think I need to sleep.Have work tomorrow.But how can I work in the same office as him now?]

You closed your eyes,but your brain can’t stop thinking how he crushed your heart that easily.You opened your eyes back and sighed.

[I can’t sleep.Maybe I will if I got tired.]

You wake up and decided to do push up even if you’re a little horrible with exercises.

“1…2…3…4…5…

“Damn,only 5 and I’m already tired.”-you said.

You saw the playstation that you just buy and thought…

[Maybe I’ll play game until I’m tired.That’s a good idea.]

***

“Good morning.”-you greeted as you entered the office.

“Good morning (y/n).”

You heard a familiar voice,you focused your eyes and saw Atsushi smiling at you.You smiled back at him even though deep inside you feel hurt seeing him early in the morning.

“Your eyes are swollen,is it because of me?”-he asked.

“No,I was playing games last night and didn’t realized the time.”-you lied.

“I…I see.”-he replied.

“So,you have missions today?”-you asked.

“Probably.”-he replied.

“I guess I’ll eat my breakfast at the café.”-you said and left.

[This is not good,seeing him again after the rejection.]

You entered the café and saw Dazai,who’s flirting with the woman like usual.

“Oh,morning (y/n).”-he said and waved his hand to you.

“Morning senpai.”-you greeted back.

“What are you doing here?”-he asked.

“Well,eating breakfast.”-you said.-“Have you eat?If not,I’ll buy you breakfast.”

“That’s so nice of you.”-he said.-“Then I’ll order something.”

Both of you ordered a set of breakfast.

“What happened to your eyes?”-he asked.

“Well,I was crying last night,then I tried to sleep.”-you said as you eat your breakfast slowly.-“But unfortunately I can’t get it out of my mind,so I tried to make myself tired by execising,that didn’t work either.Then I played game,and didn’t realized that I was playing it until morning.”

“I see.”-he said.-“Well,stay strong princess.”

“I will.”-you answered.-“Maybe I need to find another job,it’s hard for me to work together with him now.”

“Good luck.”-he said.

“I’ll do that after I help him with his confession.”-you replied.

“I see you’re still trying to help him with his confession?”-he asked.

“Yeah,I am.”-you said and smile.-“And after I managed to help him,I’ll quit.”

“I see”-he said.-“If that’s your choice,then just do it.”

“I will.”-you said.

***

“Atsushi.”-you whispered.-“Come with me.”

“Oh,okay.”-Atsushi said and followed you from behind.

You can feel how Kyouka was looking at the two of you with a raged face.

[So she like Atsushi too,that’s a good start.]

“Let’s go for a walk and talk about something.”-you said and smile.

Both of you were walking along the river.

“This is the first time I met with Dazai-san.”-He said.-“He was drowning in the river so I helped him but ended getting scolded by him.”

“Dazai senpai is really weird.”-you said.

“S…so what is it that you wanted to talk?”-he asked.

“Confess your feelings to Kyouka.”-you said.

“Wait…what if she rejected me?”-he asked.

“I think she likes you too.”-you said confidently.

“How can you be so sure?”-he asked again.

“She was looking at us when I asked you to follow me.”-you replied.-“And I can sense that she’s jealous about it.So,just confess your feelings for her.”

“I see.T-then…I’ll do it tomorrow.”-he said nervously.

“That’s the spirit.”-you said as you patted his shoulder.